December 2009
11 posts
to break me. just steal my boyfriend’s handphone not mine. i hate myself for being so weak. the panic attacks - cold hands, heart beating fucking fast, dizzyness, nausea.
honestly, i can’t believe myself too. how can i be so fucking afraid of absence of someone. or losing someone.
it is so bad that i fail to function. i can’t do anything. mind in a whirl. tears keep falling. i...
this december;
December started in awesome possum Europe. a week has gone by and internship will commence tomorrow. Baby boy is flew away to Hangzhou today. Even after spending so much time together in the past few days, it still seems like it is not enough. (I’m so greedy) I made him Cheesy Shroomy Grilled Sandwich to bring on board to eat, but he gobbled it before going up the plane. SILLY, then what...
