December 2010
12 posts
The next 3.5 months are going be horrid.
Next April, I am going to run off to Europe again. By myself. Just to wonder about, roam whereever I like and do whatever I want. There’s no need to feel obliged to do things I don’t want to do.. or prove anything to anyone.
Just me and my camera. Escape without a trace. I don’t even think its necessary to report to FB.
Such notions and dreams… all because I’m too...
Merry Xmas!
That aside, Merry Xmas to all! :)
I’ve finally gathered some courage to host dinner for my friends. I’ve always been afraid to have others over to try my cooking!
We (C, M and I - WJ was still stuck in Europe ) had baby spinach salad, baby portobellos stuffed with cream cheese and beef stew. The stuffed shrooms were absolutely yummy! So much that I will make it again tomorrow for the...
Disappointment
The D word. It frustrates and annoys me to a greater extent than how anger would affect me. It is even worse when the sources of disappointment are those closest to you. Resentment is building and I hate that feeling. It drives me to do crazy things when the situation gets dire…
My attention span is like a child’s. Short and fleeting. I constantly need new activities and environments to keep me occupied or I’ll conclude that life is of no purpose and fill my hours with sleep. There’s no doubt that the fear of my own future is growing in me. How will I be able to settle into a single job for extended periods of time? Imagine how my soul will disintegrate...
